Nothing Like a Break to Gain Some Perspective

So yesterday I left my baby with my husband overnight for the first time , this was also my first night away from her !

First of all , he did so well , phoned me with updates all the time and he even handle a crying session alone like a champion , I am just so proud !

I missed her so much , it felt so weird being by myself the first few hours of the drive and I kept obsessing over them being alone at home , and what if she this and what is she thats ……🙈

But then I realized that this was the first time that I have really been by myself , I didn’t have to wash and sterilize ant bottles, I didn’t have to keep an eye on the time for her nap and her feeding. I could just be , I could do what I want and best of all ; take my sweet time doing it 🤫🤪

I went shopping with a friend and even had a few uninterrupted glasses of wine with her , and we chatted for hours , I had a full nights sleep without waking up!

HEAVEN !

On the drive back home today , I couldn’t wait to get back to my family , I couldn’t wait to wash bottles and sterilize them , I couldn’t wait to hold her in my arms and kiss her little feet !

Now I am back home and I feel like I can do it all again , I am thankful for getting to do it all if that makes sense ….

Taking a break from your life is sometimes all you need just to appreciate everything again , recharge relax and get the strength to go on again !

I am just so happy to be home with my family 💜

Angelique

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You Are Driving Me Insane But Damn Your Cute !!

Its 03:00 AM and these cute little eyes and huge smile is staring up at me …. how can you be mad ?? That little face just melts your heart and all the sleepless nights just fade away in our mind !

This happens to me a lot haha , and I am sure it is not just me , my baby is just so freaken adorable its insane !

When I was pregnant with her , and had heartburn or felt uncomfortable , I always joked and said “this baby better be cute ” – and boy is she !!!

She just makes it all worth while , all the difficult nights and the constant soothing when she is sick , the paranoia, the worrying , I just could not imagine my life without her , and am so so blessed to have her and to be able to be her mom !

Just a little appreciation post today ! 💜

Angelique