So today was injection day !

And oh my word , i swear it gets worse every time , i think im prepared and have creams and all handy and ready to go , and then she screams bloody murder without any end in sight …. its the WORST part of being a new mom so far !

My hands literally start sweating when she cries like this !

Being a mom has made me realize what it takes to be there for your child , and mine is not even 4 months old yet , so i still have to go through that first fall , the first heartbreak , the first day of school … and all that comes in between , and i already feel overwhelmed just thinking about all of it .

My mom and I dont have the best relationship , or should I say , not the one that I would have wanted , or want for me and my daughter , life happens and not everything is as black and white as what we would like , but being a mom I have realized how strong that “motherly instinct” is , i think of her ALL THE TIME ! I want her to be happy and comfortable l, I keep thinking “am I a good mother” …

I guess this is all just the beginning and I am so ready for what motherhood will have in store for me ๐Ÿ’œ

Angelique

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